Ultimate Purpose

Most people live in quiet desperation. I was one of them. My marriage was loveless, my two jobs were sucking out all my living energy, I had a passionate affaire, which didn't go out of the bed and that was just enough to make me cry my eyes and my soul out every single day. 

Until one day I  found very old notebook from my high school  years, something like a journal or diary, where I've written the 10 most important things in my life at that moment. The first most important thing was Beauty. It still is.But at that moment when I saw it ten years after was written it became very clear to me - this is it. This is my call. This is my inspiration. That is the ultimate purpose of my life - to inspire, to create, to educate people to live life beautifully.I don't know how I am going to do that, but I am determine to succeed.  

I remember how I was renting very poor little room in the ghetto without bathroom and a sink in the room which I used to wash my hair and nearly could make the rent for the month. But when I was leaving that miserable room my heart was full of dreams and inspirations of how beautiful my future home will be. How it will be in the best location, in save and prestige neighborhood where children walk around with their nannies. The gardens are attended with special care and everything seems to be in order. The people are polite and educated and the ratio of criminal activity is very low.I was student in the University and at Summers I was singing in the night clubs. My only luxury. Life was simple.

Here I am now. Married lovelessly. With a blessing of a daughter - my only light in most of my days. Achieved most of the important things on my list and striving to achieve the most important one - to live life Beautifully. I have one purpose, one motive, one hope - to create a movement to live life Beautifully. If there is somebody out there that believe that Beauty could be a core value, inspiration, moving energy of one's  life, follow me and be an Ambassador of  Beauty in the world.