Monday, January 4, 2016
Sunday, October 5, 2014
I’ve been judging people a lot lately and I try to pride myself in not judging. So now, when I suddenly realized that - I want to say: “I’m sorry! I shouldn't judge. I don’t walk in your shoes and you don’t walk in mine.”
I’m sorry Sarah, you are a strong beautiful woman, you have your reasons to do what you are doing.
I’m sorry Sabrina, keep your childish soul as long as you could. It’s priceless.
I want to offer my apologies now, because tomorrow might be too late…
I’m sorry to everyone I've wronged without even knowing what I’m doing - I’m sorry...
There is no explanation why things like that happen. In one day to walk with Jesus and to sin as Juda. I guess that's how it's suppose to be. Maybe you, Chris will be able to tell me. Some as Wayne Dyer or Susan Day will tell me that this is just perfect divine order and as long as I recognize the traps I've been set through and as long as I try not to fall in them I will be set free from guilt. Or some will tell me this is just a lesson that I was able to apprehend, which is good, right?
I want to be a good person, I want to walk with Jesus in my life, and all I need is to find the strenght to be patient and wait for my life just to unfold without pushing it into directions that I desire, just to be patient to see what Jesus have stored for me in the future, because it will exceed my biggest expectations.
Sunday, August 31, 2014
Your heart can feel, but can you feel your heart?
Monday, August 25, 2014
Happiness is a state of mind, and no matter what is going on in my life - miscommunication, long distance from loved ones, unsaid words of kindness and love, kid’s health issues, flooded business place right before big event, unreliable employees, problems big or small - I must chose to be HAPPY today! I must chose to believe that I will be able to see again the sunshine over the ocean, the morning dew on a flower petal, the smile on your face, to hear again the whispering sound of the leaves in the forest, to feel your kiss on my lips. I must chose to be HAPPY! It shouldn't be that difficult...
Saturday, August 16, 2014
I don’t know if I deserve you, but you are the Love of my life. I don’t know if you deserve me, but you are the Love of my life. Sweetheart, I just pray to God to give me patience and to calm down my anxious heart, to give you strength and health to come closer and faster to me. Baby, I miss you dearly. I know I’m repeating myself, but I can’t go a minute without thinking of you. I really hope you are doing better, you are getting back into shape to be yourself and to love me just the way I am - little bit crazy, little bit sassy, little bit sad and so enormously lost in you. I know, honey, you told me not to do things and to be patient, but is too difficult for me. I want to provoke you, I want to make you want me the way I want you. Baby, hurry up...
Friday, August 8, 2014
Choose freely, Mimi. Don’t feel obligated to me. I will accept your choice and I will not try to talk you out of it. Then again you have to know that no matter how long I will wait for you to come to me - tomorrow, in 3 months, in 5 years - I will be there waiting for you to hug you. Live your life now the way you want, when you ready, you know how to find me. My love for you is infinite. If not in this life I will be with you in the next one. Be well, be happy and know the money and the glory, the big shots positions do not fulfill your soul as the Love do. You are smart, you are emotionally grown - choose wisely. Ask yourself - Do you deserve another heartbreak?
My prayer for you today is :Your Will to be God's Will as well! May God fulfill your wishes for bliss, health and long satisfying life!