Monday, July 28, 2014


Four days left of July. I’m trying to wake up without disappointment. It’s kinda difficult when the reality slaps me straight in the face: “ Good morning! Good morning waking up among deceivers, thieves, gangster, sluts, liars, players, good morning! But they are all favorite to Jesus and I have to learn to love them as he did, I have to learn to love them every single day again and again. I don’t know if I have this strength in me. Love and forgive… I’m a sinner too - I pretend that I trust when I actually don’t. That makes me what - a liar too. Fair enough… One thing I didn’t lie about is that I love you, you hurting me already for so many times, and I still love you… Good morning, Love!

Sunday, July 27, 2014

Do not hurt me, just because you have been hurt. My love for you is more than real, my love for you is coming from above, I strongly believe that. That’s why I did not give up on you yet, and probably will never give up. I cross the ocean 13 years ago in search for you, because I know sweetheart - you and I are born for each other. The last step - I’m leaving it on you. You have to make it. you have to gain your courage and come to me. I promise I will not hurt you, no matter how painful it will be for me to follow you, cause you are unpredictable and brave. I do love you, Mimi, I do, wanna be with you. Age difference, life circumstances, distance - nothing can stop me to be with you. You have to believe me. Mimi, I’m talking to you...

Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Нeщо ме чака някъде, чака ме, само мен. Чака без отчаяние в добрия слънчев ден, в който очи ще отворя от дългия сън на някаква малка пътечка добра...

Do you remember this song?

Friday, July 18, 2014

IN LOVE

Words are powerful. Words are memorable. Words can hurt. Be careful how and when you use them. Sometimes you have to stop yourself in the moment, cause the moment is not right to talk. And the person in front of you will not understand the right meaning of your words.
I'm sorry for crashing in your world with my demanding words. I guess I felt some kind of insecurity at the moment and instead of stopping myself of speaking - I did spoke the wrong words at the wrong time. But I want you to know that my Love for you is coming from God, and God's love is unconditional. The only condition YOU have to put in front of yourself is to accept it or not. That was my question...


I am not hard and rough as a rock in the wild desert. You wont be able to sleep at night on this rock, because the other animals will fight you to get the rock.
I am soft, and cozy, like the pillow in your bed, in your castle.  You will come to me and you will find rest and you will be able to dream with me. Nobody will be able to reach me, but you. I am only yours, not anyone else's.